jz go 2 hell!!!!!!!!!!!

i luv u!!!!!!!!!!!

i miz u!!!!!!!!

i cre bout u!!!!!!!!!!!

but iz it true???????

n did he really meant it??????

should i blve him??????

hey dude!!!!!!!!

listen here!!!!!!!

im not stupid k!!!!!!!!

n do i look i cre bout it??????

im not da old me k???????

i've change!!!!!!!!!!

ahakz!!!!!!!!

wut a big liar!!!!!!!

listen here!!!!!!!!!!

money vs luv!!!!!!!!!

wut do u tink bout it??????????

4 me i cn live wtout luv but not wtout money ahakz!!!!!!!!

wuts da point if we hve luv but dun hve money????????

its not dat luv cn satisfied my need!!!!!!!!!!!

instead of it we hve 2 spent money 4 lve!!!!!!

u dun blive me?????????

hey i learn it from mstke k???? ahakz!!!!!!!!!

nway luv iz so suck!!!!!!!

but notink else mtter!!!!!!!!!!!

so keep on mvng ahakz!!!!!!!!!

mind iz da key 4 evrythng!!!!!!!!!!!

wuts mke me epy?????

wuts mke me sad??????

n wuts mke me feel gud n bad??????

i blve dat evtng dat happen 2 me iz jz bcoz of reality in mylfe!!!!!!

now i realze dat mind also create a reality in mylfe!!!!!

from moment 2 moment it keep creatng a reality in mylfe!!!!!!!!

b4 diz i keep on questioning bout it!!!!!!!!

n now i realze dat only i cn create da reality of mylfe!!!!!!!!

in a smple word only i cn decide wut i wnt ahakz!!!!!!!!!!!!

wut do i tink bout boyz!!!!!!!!

boyz r suck!!!!!!!

boyz r fuck!!!!!!!

n da imprtnt tink iz................

no boyz no cry!!!!!!!!

ahakz!!!!!!!!!!!

im not child nmore!!!!!!!!!

i need tyme!!!!!!!!

i need space!!!!!!!

i've tell them wut i wnt!!!!!!!!!

wut i lyke!!!!!!!

wut i dun!!!!!!!!

but seems lyke nobody cn undrstnd me!!!!!!!!

very dissapointng!!!!!!!!

arrrggggh diz tink really mke me crazy!!!!!!!!!

i noe how 2 handle mylfe k??????

jz gve me a chance!!!!!!!!!!

wut da fuck wif life?????

im not feelng gud 2day!!!!!!

evrtng seems wrong 2 me!!!!!!!

hate diz life!!!!!!!!

n my head feels lyke it wnt 2 explode now!!!!!!!!

wuts wrong wif me???????

wut happen 2 my life??????

i jz wnt 2 yell at sumbody now!!!!!!!!

cn i??????????

pEaCe aHaKz!!!!!!!!!

my mum said dat peace is an inner sense of calmness dat cn cme in moment of silent gratitude!!!!!!

it is a way of being very quiet n obsrvng things so dat i cn undrstnd it!!!!!!!

but i dun get it!!!!!!!

iz it true ??????

got no idea bout it ahakz!!!!!!!!!

wutever ........

da most inportnt thngs iz im epy ryte now ahakz!!!!!!

fucking dude!!!!!!!!!

i hate him!!!!!!!!!!

wut da heck wif him?????

i dun wanna noe anythng bout him nmore!!!!!!!!

but y cnt he jz let me go!!!!!!!!!!!!

he had jz ruin my life n when i got my lfe bck seems lyke he wnts 2 destroy it again!!!!!!!!

jz leave me alone!!!!!!!! i beg u!!!!!!!!!!

stop hurtng me deeply!!!!!!!!

i cnt bear it nmore!!!!!!!!!

am i crazy?????????

got no idea bout it!!!!!!!!!

sumtymes i feel epy.....

sumtymes i got mad 4 notink.....

sumtymes i laugh n cries without a reason!!!!!!!!!

so weird!!!!!!!!

but i dun noe wut da heck wif me!!!!!!!!!!

i dun cre bout wut people says bout me!!!!!!!!!

da imprtant tink iz im epy being lyke diz!!!!!!!!!!

i jz wnt 2 be myself!!!!!!!!!!!

so mind ur own business ahakz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

boyz vs gurlz!!!!!!!!

iz dat true dat gurlz cnt live wtout guyz??????

4 me gurlz cn live much more better wtout guyz ahakz!!!!!!!

they cn do wtever they wnt!!!!!!

n nobody cn stop it ahakz!!!!!!!!!!!

whoever said dat gurlz cnt live wtout boyz iz jz a stpid person!!!!!!!

wut a cruel me ahakz!!!!!!!!!!!

but i lyke 2 being myself!!!!!!!!!

by da way...do i look i cre????????

talk 2 my hand ahakz!!!!!!!

boyz iz fuck off!!!!!!!!!!

jz go to hell ahakz!!!!!!!!!!!

do i look i cre????

wut da heck wif me????

i jz tink dat i dun hve feeling wif boyz nmore????

am i a les????

got no idea bout it!!!!!!

but da most important thng is i cn live without guyz ahakz!!!!!!!

i tink cpl had jz ruin my lfe!!!!!!

im not focusing on my study!!!!

i didnt now how 2 mnge my tyme n money!!!!!

i jz wnt my lfe bck!!!!

da old me!!!!!!

a gurl wif high dtermntion who doesnt afraid of anythng!!!!!

i jz do wutevr i wnt !!!!!!